My Heart

sick

i am sick. mum's sick too. she's down with asthma. pretty bad. i am down with flu.

oh. i'm sleeping with mum tonight. when i was young and had an asthma attack, she would stay up all night just to make sure i was alright. so now it's my turn but i can't stay up all night cos i'm feeling groggy already due to the powerful medicine.

i'm taking care of mum and who's going to take care of me??

sob sob.

atie! shut up and go to sleep!

ZZzzzZZzZZ....

'nuff said
[12:51 AM]

Slow Dance

Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?

You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Do you run through each day
On the fly?
When you ask How are you?
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?

You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Ever told your child,
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say,"Hi"

You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift....
Thrown away.
Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over.

(poem written by a teenager with cancer)

Labels: quiet moments

'nuff said
[3:14 PM]

in conjunction of 3rd February...

I guess the time was right for us to say
We'd take ourtime and live our lives
Together day by day
We'll make a wish and send it on a prayer
We know our dreams can all come true
With love that we can share

With you I never wonder--will you be there for me
With you I never wonder--you're the right one for me

I finallyfound the love of a lifetime
A love to last my whole life through
I finally found the love of a lifetime
Forever in my heart
I finally found the love of a lifetime

With every kiss, our love is like brand-new
And everystar up in the sky
Was made for me and you
Still we both know that the road is long
We know that we will betogether
Because our love is strong

I finally found the love of a lifetime
A love to last my whole life through
I finally found the love of a lifetime
Forever in my heart
I finally found the love of a lifetime

Labels: quiet moments

'nuff said
[1:00 PM]

the man

saaaayang dia...

Labels: thinking of you

'nuff said
[12:21 PM]

platonic friend

i asked some of them, "Do they believe in platonic friend?" some believe and some don't. i believe cos i have one.

having one will always create conflicts between you and your loved one.

maybe it's better off having girlfriends than "boy"friends. free from accusations, assumptions, free from everything..

for me, "girl"friends are ok, an ex girlfriend is a no-no! PERIOD.

Labels: thoughts and feelings

'nuff said
[3:08 PM]

TP is in a month's time. i haven't gone to any revisions yet. i wonder whether i will be able to make it. afah, let's go revision together. i've got no drive to drive anymore.

oh...a close friend is getting engaged soon. congrats. happy for you.

time flies.. my anniversary is coooommmmming...weeeee....

'nuff said
[11:41 AM]

inspirasi dari kuliah

Setiap perasaan yang ku lalui
Suka, tawa, resah, gelisah
Pasti ada duka disebaliknya
Ku pasti kau begitu juga

Labels: quiet moments

'nuff said
[12:41 AM]

wahahaha!!

new blogskin... thanks to afah and ayu for helping me out! gua dah PANDAI!!!
wahahaha!!!

'nuff said
[2:38 AM]

thank you

thank you for yesterday, today and everyday.
thank you for being there all the time (erm...provided when you're sleeping),
for understanding,
for making me feel better,
for waiting patiently (although i hate waiting for you..hee),
for accompanying me thru the night while doing my assignment,
for helping out with my assignment,
for spending the few minutes you have to meet me whenever it is possible,
for making sure that i am alright,
for making sure i eat (and that's why i have put on weight),
for protecting me,
for listening,
for tolerating my monthly crankiness (so far, mine wasn't that bad right?),
for making me laugh with your unexpected cum corny jokes (like what my sister said, "sot punya budak!")
for the big hugs,
for stealing (you know what),
in other words,
for everything.

thank you so much.
you're the best thing that has happened to me.

i started my day with you and shall end it with you. so pls give me a call. i'm waiting. in the mean time, i think i shall nap for a while.

cuddles.
love you, baby chiffon.

Labels: thinking of you

'nuff said
[12:48 AM]

different faces of us

One of the things a couple would do when they are bored.

his faces

her faces

when you combine both, you'll get this...

ok..i think i better sleep before i start doing something even more stupid.
hee...

Labels: quality time

'nuff said
[12:57 AM]

intentions

my intention was to help you moved on in life and to show you that there are better things in life that you can look for. beautiful, finer things in life. now that you've moved on..together with me...

i'm truely happy...

never been better...

Labels: thinking of you

'nuff said
[1:44 AM]

damn it!

i am so angry. if i have known it, i would have just sleep at home. considering that i have wasted 12 bucks on the cab fare, i am even more angry!! and pls make yourself clear. expecting us to be clear and precise, and yet you people are not showing good examples. damn it!!

oh, i'm so free now and thanks to you.

Labels: anger

'nuff said
[12:25 PM]

congrats my friend..

Congratulation and Celebration...lalalalalalalalala
yeah baby! welcome to the club!
ah ingat, jgn nangis2 tak tentu pasal...wahahahah!

Labels: congratulations

'nuff said
[11:32 AM]

a guy..

Find a guy,

(1) who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

(2) who calls you back when you hang up on him.

(3) who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

(4) wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.

(5) who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

(6) who holds your hand in front of his friends.

(7) wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

(8) wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."

i'm all smiles :)

'nuff said
[10:44 AM]

dislike it, hate it

right from the very start, it's always because of this person. i don't see any sincerity. maybe only towards u.. put yourself in my shoes. i guess you're already in there. call me bias, i dun care. i just dun like the idea. if i dun like a person, i dun like everything about the person. PERIOD.

just one more...

and that's it!!

Labels: hates and dislikes

'nuff said
[1:41 PM]

uh...i feel like..

PUKING!!!
just like how yuyu does whenever she has to eat her medicine.
i feel like vomiting it all out....
UWEEEEEKKKKKKKKKKK!!!

Labels: what the hell

'nuff said
[2:06 AM]

back to campus

back to campus with all my beloved friends.
2 modules this sem.
7 weeks and off we go for our teaching practice.
no exams..well i hate it anyway.
feels good to be back in school.

oh ya...just now during the lesson, afah said this, "atie, we were talking about this that day, you're a quarter of a century years old this year."
i know, i know. thanks anyway..

and you..thanks for completing my day..

'nuff said
[11:51 PM]

as of today..

my bro got engaged today...
and i think it was kinda big...
together with the bunga rampai, there were 11 trays and baskets. macam nak nikah pulak.

thanks to my beloved relatives for helping out in the kitchen. the kitchen is clean now. thanks.

i am very tired now...

i need my beauty sleep..

oh ya...call me fast before i fall asleep...

good night..

'nuff said
[10:56 PM]

a year has gone..

today.
marked on our calendar.
the first time we met.
that smile.
those eyes.
the look on your face.
i still remember.

i am happy. i am sad.
a year has gone.
maybe you forgot...

(written in blue cos it's your favourite colour)

Labels: quiet moments

'nuff said
[1:12 AM]

perfection

at starbucks..

where we first met..

accompanied with iced chocolate..

you and me..

perfection..

Labels: quality time

'nuff said
[12:03 PM]

missing my cupcake..

i am missing you. hee..
can't wait to see you later.
i wanna have iced peppermint cocoa with a good cheesecake at starbucks.
and with you around, i'm sure everything will fall nicely in place.

i'll be waiting for you here..

thinking of you...

Labels: thinking of you

'nuff said
[1:33 PM]

stepping into the new year

everything was different last year. we managed to celebrate the last hour, last minutes of the year together. with the presence of my sis and bro in-law. the environment sparked more with the presence of nurul diyanah. parked the car at chinatown and walked all the way to esplanade. god knows how tired we were. it was worse with the human traffic. i hate crowds but it was an exception last night. got a strategic spot to catch the fireworks. poor diyanah was sleeping when she was the one who was excited in the first place. tried ways and means to wake her up. succeeded with much perseverance. if i can wake a BIG boy up, how can i not wake a little girl up? caught the fantastic fireworks. it was even more fantastic with you by my side.

i feel so blessed having you around. having you around to love me. to care for me. to hug me. to comfort me when i feel down. making me feel better when i cry. making the impossible, possible for me. helping me with my assignment. telling me that i look great even if i think i dun. appreciating my singing even though i suck at it. trying to be as tactful as u can be in order not to hurt me. assuring me that everything's gonna be alright. accepting my imperfections. i dun believe when they said they don't need a man. cos i know i need one. and i think i have found one.

i love what i see. i love what i have. i love the goatee on you. i love your hair. i love that shirt on you. i love your voice. i love your dance moves. i love everything about you. i just love you.

i know who to find when i feel like singing. i know who to find when i feel like dancing. hah!

2007 is here. i am happy. i am excited. for us. with our plans. i know i am in good hands.

when the new year comes, people will start making new year resolutions. whether or not they will achieve it, that's another issue. for me, i dun make new year resolutions. i really dun. i make plans, i'll work on it and achieve it. that's what that keeps me going.

just one wish this year. i wanna go horse-riding. can u pls take me there?

stepping into the new year together...walk with me, hold my hand and walk the journey. just the two of us.

saayaangg haf...

Labels: new year

'nuff said
[11:36 AM]