random updates
mum was discharged last week. it will be the last transplant that she has go through. from now onwards, she'll be on a long term medication. she's losing her hair again due to the chemo. was told that she won't be losing hair as the chemo was a moderate one. it's alright though as long as she's healthy.
sent mum to the cancer centre for her regular check up last friday. i had a great feeling back at home that i will meet someone i know at the cancer centre. true enough, i met them. alhamdulillah, everything went quite smooth for both our families. Like she said, "used to it." Yes, the corrrect phrase. somehow we are used to seeing the state that they are in. emotionally unstable for all of us at the start but as time passes by, all of us got used to it. life has to continue after all. thank you. we'll pray together and insyaAllah they will go through it smoothly.
i cried so much last friday. was really2 disappointed. i have no say in anything. so sick of it. was upset with everyone. the sadness was overwhelming that it affected me for a few days. i felt better after the talk with you. thank you. thank you for understanding. thank you for being there. i am so much composed now.
i passed. better than i expected. i have officially graduated from NIE. Alhamdullillah.
so atie's a full-fledged teacher. an all female environment. i so hate it. malay dept is ok. what do you expect when there are only 2 malay teachers? we are the poison and we are the antidotes. courses and workshops coming up due to the change of syllabus. deepa-raya concert and whatnot. timetable is hectic...but complemented with a small number of students. the pros and cons of teaching in a neighbourhood and mission school. it's an experience i would say.
"Experience is the most effective teacher"both of us love music. both of us love the performing arts. so we decided to go for the Aseanapol in Harmony by the Police Band from the Asean countries. wanted to relive the moments when i was in the military band and at the same time wanting to watch haf's bro performed but sadly, he didn't perform. he became the stage crew instead. it was a great performance altogether. so what's the next one? a musical?
meeting up with my girlfriends this week. Azza, our JB trip tomorrow. i want some updates. who is C, P, U, K, Z and whatnot? Julie, movie date and maybe a gossip session. what's the cheeky, cheesy thing that you wanna tell me? so exciting! Naz, waiting for you to come back from Brisbane. Drive me around k?
let me just end this entry with this....
i may be quiet
But i have eyes and ears
i see, i look, i watch, i observe
And i listen
