1 inch
sometimes in life, it seems that you do things to please other people. to meet their expectations even if you think it's ridiculous. when you try so hard to do these things for them, they still pick on you. for the smallest little thing. they taught us to be this, to be that...to do this, to do that... and the best part is that they don't even know what's going on. Would they do the same thing or would they have the same idea or maybe better ideas? They are the best in talking and writing. Sometimes i feel as if i'm here to please everybody. do things for everybody. How much can you please them? i can't please everybody. Everyday, i would look forward to meeting him. Those hugs he gives everyday make me sane.
He collected our Baju Kurung on the eve of Hari Raya. I tried it on only to find out it was loose. I went to my tailor's house to get my baju altered. The moment she saw me, she said i shrunk! i can't see for myself. True enough, she measured me again and i grew 1 inch thinner. My colleague said,"what did i do to you?" oh well. nothing. it's just me.
we are still planning. well, we are working towards a simple yet equipped with everything thingy. we already have things in mind. we only need to do some calling up. before that, i have to discuss with those important people. tired of thinking and planning.
will be meeting the primary school mates this sat. the usual thingy. something that i always look forward to. meeting my gfs and bfs. we have grown so much. some of us are married, some married with children, many engaged and mostly attached. see ya all this sat.
i went to my sister's place on the 2nd day of raya. with haf. i broke the record this year. wahahaha! so my sister's msg of "tak tau nak datang rumah kakak untuk hari raya. nak kena jemput baru datang ke?" would be missed. kakak aku pun boleh save sms. thanks to the milk bottles. it saved my life.
so i'm going to make myself feel sane again. at least for the next few hours.
hugz
