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Wednesday, November 22, 2006

memories starting to creep in
was blog hopping this morning
came across a blog
after reading the entry
memories started creeping in

i accompanied her to the toilet
her body was so warm
i was holding on to her
she couldn't stand properly
she fell
was thinking of the worst
i cried and shouted for dad
i knew he was thinking of the worst too
i could hear his voice breaking when he called out her name

when she regained conciousness
all she said was, "i wanna sleep"
i was watching her sleep just to make sure she's alright
i stayed awake till it was time for me to go to work

few weeks ago
i dreamt that my tooth dropped
they said if u ever dream of such things
it means that you're going to lose something/someone close to you
haf said it means that you're going to suffer some hardship
but of cos he said not to believe in the dream too much because it is just a 'permainan tidur'

i'm feeling so scared
scared of losing her
when i was on the way to afah's place
i just can't stop thinking about what's gonna happen
there's just so many 'what ifs'
i almost teared

i may appear strong
i have to look as if i'm strong
why?
cos she needs me, she needs us
but i feel so weak inside

i feel so weak
and all i wanna do is cry

@tie

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