i am upset. with everything. i can't tackle him. either way, it'll be wrong. so what am i supposed to do? keep quiet. keep everything to myself. happy or unhappy. just keep it to myself. oh no, talk to them? will they ever understand my feelings or my thoughts? they have their own theories.
cos you only see the surface. cos you conclude from the surface. cos you judge by the surface.
happy. will i ever make you happy? will i ever make them happy?
you will never be happy. they will never be happy.
i can't even make myself feel happy.
i can't please everyone. i can't make everyone happy.
i am feeling the barrier.
and i feel like crying...